breena came by today. we actually finished the marital separation agreement. she got alot of her stuff and gets the rest of it next weekend. fun fun fun. I need a week off of work. a long vacation. hopefully Dennis will let me take off the weekend of oct 25 to go to pa for a halloween party. At least it was a cool sort of week with Julie chillin over here. yeah for alcohol. You owe me 55 dollars! lol. ok, so I’m eating a hot dog right now so I better get going.
OK, so since the last time I updated it seems like ages ago! The apartment is finally looking nice(thanks mike) and I go to PA on wednesday to pick up Julie. Wow, that will be a fun trip. Lets all hope my car stays alive long enough to make it. Anyway, So I'm busy cleaning the apartment and doing laundry right now, but since it's after 11pm I can run anything loud(aka, the washers/dryer and the dishwasher) so right now I'm just generally picking up. I'll probably go to bed soon and continue this in the morning, and continue cleaning until I have to go to work at 2. Man oh man, 2-12 tommorrow. That will be fun. Especially since I'm the only cashier from 2-5. OK, well, I need sleep. The next couple of days are going to be long, and I better get sleep now while I still can. The only thing I can be sure of is that Jack will always be here for me (if you think I'm gay by that statement then you don't know me at all!)
You all have a great and teriffic evening.
Well, today is my day off of work. Big plans today!! Not really, I'm going to be standing in line at the social security administration department, so I can tell them someone stole my social security number. At least I'll be able to go to breakfast at IHOP. MMM, pancakes. (”And in the morning, I'm makin' waffles!!”) LOL! OK, so I'll probably be updating later. Peace.
I'm always glad to hear that the people reading these entries have gotten a wee bit of happiness out of them. Hats off to you all. (course, I don't own any hats, but if I did, they'd be off right now.) So anyway, not much has been going on with me. I got 2 bags of cookie dough from Mike–that was always cool. Course, he promised me a sub, but oh well. I gotta go to work today. Fun for me–lots of work–and not just regular work, but cleaning work. And here I am, the guy who can't even keep his apartment sanitary. I need a life. I'm still waiting on it. Maybe it got lost in the mail. Damn post office. And today is September 11. If I have one more person remind me what day it is I think I'll scream. Not that I'm not all for freedom, but come on. It gets tiring. Besides, you really wanna remember it? Give everybody(even us retail peeps) a day off. Then we'll all be happy.
Hopefulyl I won't get too much hatemail for all this.
Still searching for that boy who had the faith to move a mountain. Want the fire back.
Another question in me
One for the powers that be
It’s got me thrown and so
I Put on my poker face
And try to figure it out
This undeniable doubt
A common occurrence
Feeling so out of place
Guarded and cynical now
Can’t help but wondering how
My heart evolved into a
Rock beating inside of me
So I reel, such a stoic ordeal
Where’s that feeling that I don’t feel?
There was a boy who had the faith to move a mountain
And like a child he would believe without a reason
Without a trace he disappeared into the void and
I’ve been searching for that missing person
Under a lavender moon
So many thoughts consume me
Who dimmed that glowing light
That once burned so bright in me
Is this a radical phase
A problematical age
That keeps me running
From all that I used to be
Is there a way to return
Is there a way to unlearn
That carnal knowledge
That’s chipping away at my soul
I’ve been gone too long
Will I ever find my way home?
There was a boy who had the faith to move a mountain
And like a child he would believe without a reason
Without a trace he disappeared into the void and
I’ve been searching for that missing person
He used to want to try to walk the straight and narrow
He had a fire and he could feel it in the marrow
It’s been a long time and I haven’t seen him lately but
I’ve been searching for that missing person
Ok everyone! So its time for another update!! yeah!!! I finally got Angel season 2 on dvd! yeah for me! I also got my new webcam!!! Its not only for chatting online, but for making cool videos and motion sensors and time lapse cool stuff! I am so excited! um, what else is new? Well, Breena still wants a divorce. OK, ok, so I guess thats not new, but hey, I had to throw that one in there.
um, ok. gonna go set up my webcam to record the sun rising tomorrow, so see u all later!!
OK, so it’s 5.30am and I just finished watching “Bulletproof Monk.” Wow its a good movie! And now I’m tired. Not really, but it’s my mom’s birthday today and I promised her I would get to sleep before 5. Sorry mom! Oh well. Later today i get to buy Angel season 2. I am so very excited! Now all I need are the other 2 seasons, and all will be well. OK, so I’m rambling. I do that when its 5am and I can’t find things to talk about. I wonder how many people are awake right now? Probably not many people reading this. Oh yeah, I get to see “The Medallion” today too. I love brithday! I just wish my own would hurry up and get here so I could get some gifts! OK, so I’m going to fall asleep now..fbjkl.kkkkb fccbncxmghm,cgj,kjcvyujiytg Just kidding. I could never fall asleep on my keyboard, it’s too useful for me to break in such a stupid way.
OK, night all!
I wrote a letter yesterday
Just trying to explain
Couldn’t find the words to say
Cause you are so far away, so far away
I wrote a letter yesterday
It’s so hard for me to face
That it had to end this way
But my love will never change, will never change
When I search my soul to find the truth
About the love we shared
I wonder why you’re no longer here
You can just walk away
But I don’t feel the same
My heart still beats for you, craves for you, sings for you
And those feelings will never fade
I can’t hide my pain
I can never hide the way I feel for you
I’ve been talking in my sleep
About the way it used to be
Girl, I pray that you hear me
Then I’ll see you in my dreams
Oh, in my dreams
Well I can’t forget the words you said
To move on with my life
And no matter what I’ll carry you inside
You can just walk away
But I don’t feel the same
My heart still beats for you, breaks for you, sinks for you
And those feelings will never fade
I can’t hide my pain
I can never hide the way I feel for you
Sooner or later you’re gonna realize
That this type of love happens once in your life
So open your eyes girl
And see what we could be
You can just walk away
But I don’t feel the same
My heart still beats for you, breaks for you, sinks for you
And those feelings will never fade
I can’t hide my pain
I can never hide the way I feel for you
You can just walk away
But I don’t feel the same
My heart still beats for you, breaks for you, sinks for you
And those feelings will never fade
I can’t hide my pain
I can never hide the way I feel for you
OK, so I'm updating…duh! I finally decided what I'm going to do. Either I'm staying in my apartment or getting a new one, or I'm renting a house. Either way, I'll need some paying roommates. Interested?? nick@ztug.net Anyway–I'm going to totally redo where-ever i decide to live. Foosball table, Pool table, maybe even some arcade machines and a pinball machine. Wouldn't that be cool?? Then I'll always have friends. LOL! Seriously though, combine that with a mini bar and some blockbuster posters, and I've got it made.
Um, what else is new? My mom's birthday is on friday. Yeah for her for living another year. I'll need to get her a card. And think of another “old person” joke she hasn't heard of yet. Any ideas? nick@ztug.net
talk to you all later,
Niko
