Letter of Love

Dear friend, I’ve been thinking about you lately
Wondering how you’ve been getting by
I have the feeling that you are hurting
Something’s telling me inside
These words are coming down from heaven
I hope they’ll make you realize
There’s so much love He has for you
More than you can comprehend
He is standing at the door
He’s hopin’ you will let Him in
He can wipe away your tears
Give you strength to carry on
Through these hard and painful days
He will help you find your way
Find your way back home
In this letter of love

Dear friend, I wish that you were with me
Words come easy eye to eye
But since the distance separates us
Let Him hold you when you cry
There’s so much love He has for you
And a peace you can’t describe
So that’s why I’m pouring out my heart
On this page you’re reading now
What I have I give to you
I can’t keep it all inside
Like a river to the sea
His love is flowing out of me
the love of Christ I share with you
In this letter of love

In this letter of love I’m writing to you
I pray you’ll make peace with God
and start anew
If you would give him your heart
Your life would change
He’s reaching out
Yes, God has open arms for you…
In this letter of love

Dear friend, I’ve been thinking about you lately
Wondering how you’ve been getting by
Dear friend, for you I am praying
That you’ll accept the love of Christ

Dear friend
My friend

College

Well, I'm looking into going back to NCU–it will be difficult, because I still have so many school loans, and I haven't been to church in like, forever, but I am sure that if I am open and honest about everything, then they will accept me.
The path for my life has not been traveled in so long its time to step out the lawn mower and mow away all the grass and shrubble thats been blocking me from walking (and running) on it. The only thing in my way of returning to NCU is what they'll say when they hear I'll be divorced. But you know what? Even if they won't credential/ordain me, I can still earn my degree and do something with it.

I talked with my mom, and she says that if I decide to go back to college this next fall, she will talk to dad and maybe I can live at home (since the lease is up in march and its renew term is one year)

I'm excited, especially because living at home (even with all its evils) will allow me to save up alot more money for college because I won't have to pay for the evils of rent and utilities.

Anyway, Tomorrow Mom, Mike, and I are going to Maryland to visit Pastor Bob's church. I haven't been to church in so long, but I think this is a step in the right direction.

I don't know what else to say, um.. everyone go download “free” by Steven Curtis Chapman. Its been so long since I heard that song but it is one of my favorites. I”m also listening to Heavy Rain right now.

Ok, so I need to get going. Alot of stuff to do/alot of stuff to pray about. You pray too.