College

Well, I'm looking into going back to NCU–it will be difficult, because I still have so many school loans, and I haven't been to church in like, forever, but I am sure that if I am open and honest about everything, then they will accept me.
The path for my life has not been traveled in so long its time to step out the lawn mower and mow away all the grass and shrubble thats been blocking me from walking (and running) on it. The only thing in my way of returning to NCU is what they'll say when they hear I'll be divorced. But you know what? Even if they won't credential/ordain me, I can still earn my degree and do something with it.

I talked with my mom, and she says that if I decide to go back to college this next fall, she will talk to dad and maybe I can live at home (since the lease is up in march and its renew term is one year)

I'm excited, especially because living at home (even with all its evils) will allow me to save up alot more money for college because I won't have to pay for the evils of rent and utilities.

Anyway, Tomorrow Mom, Mike, and I are going to Maryland to visit Pastor Bob's church. I haven't been to church in so long, but I think this is a step in the right direction.

I don't know what else to say, um.. everyone go download “free” by Steven Curtis Chapman. Its been so long since I heard that song but it is one of my favorites. I”m also listening to Heavy Rain right now.

Ok, so I need to get going. Alot of stuff to do/alot of stuff to pray about. You pray too.