The Life of the Nickness

Well, I don't really know what to say. My first day free. I halfway filled out an application for employment. I went to Mosaic tonight, left and sat in the car as soon as it was over and waited for Mike and Levi to finish talking to people.
I don't know why I didn't stay and chat with people. I looked damn good tonight. Like, superfly hott.
Right now Daniel is asking me about how much money I spend a month on bills. Here is the break down.
975$ for rent
200$ for comcast (once i call them it will go down to 100$)
75-120$ in electric
about 75$ for phone.

Those above figures need to be divided by 3, because I have 2 other people who share those bills with me.
Then I also have a total of maybe 20,000$ in loans from past schools. Those are all my own, and lets not forget all the money my car guzzles up.
OK, So I'll post something later.

so now I’m just a loser who stays in his room all the time because I quit my job at blockbuster. no more free rentals for me.
help help help

i’m a loser who does nothing but stays in my room and goes to work at blockbuster.
Help help help.

I'm a 7 at hotornot.com thats kinda cool. Today I don't have to work til 5pm. Even better, except that I open on friday so i have to do a turnaround and that sucks.
Been meeting some cool peeps lately.
Today, until 5, is my cleaning day. I get to go to my mom's house, steal some dishwasher detergent, and some toilet paper (don't ask) and come back here and clean. I guess I could always go out and buy it, but whats the fun in that? Besides, I haven't seen Toby or Tiffany in a while and I bet my mom had some cool food cooking.
Just an fyi–I am not a mama's boy-I'm just really close to my family and they give me lots of free stuff.
Time to go clean!
~~~Nick~~~

I just got home. I am tired. I love getting e-mail. everyone go to hotornot.com
I wanna meet new people.

Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.

“I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me.”

The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.

As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.

What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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OK, so I am very big into music. And whenever I post lyrics on here it’s not just so I can find them later when I need to. Its because the songs are expressing something I am feeling or something I am going through–and I think that maybe someone out there is going through the same thing, or thinking about the same stuff, and maybe they haven’t heard the song yet.
So, with that, heres another song.

I’m finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it’s okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say

CHORUS
Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You’re in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness
Word of God speak

I’m finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice

REPEAT CHORUS 2x

I’m finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it’s okay

How far are You?
How close am I?
I know Your words are true
When I don’t feel them inside
Still I believe You’ll never leave
So where are You, now?
You’re all I have
You’re all I’ve known
Your breath is breathing in my soul
Still I am gasping, aching, asking,
Where are you now?

‘Cause I just want to be with You
I just want this waiting to be over
I just want to be with You
And it helps to know the day is getting closer
But every minute takes an hour
Every inch feels like a mile
Till I won’t have to imagine
And I finally get to see You smile

My journey’s here but my heart is there
So I dream and wait and keep the faith
While You prepare
Our destiny, till You come back for me
Oh, please make it soon!

‘Cause I just want to be with You
(I dream about Your promise to return)
I just want this waiting to be over
(And I wake up hangin’ on Your every Word)
I just want to be with You
(But for now, my feet are planted here on Earth)
And it helps to know the day is getting closer
(And it helps to know the day is getting closer)
But every minute takes an hour
Every inch feels like a mile
Till I won’t have to imagine
And I finally get to see You smile.

It's been a little while since I updated. I'm still short on money, but I got paid yesterday so once I deposit the check, I can give Breena all that I owe her.
Speaking of money matters, I need to go take a double look at all my loans and make sure I didn't forget to pay one of them–I tried getting a new credit card the other day and I was denied! LOL! My credit is so bad they won't even take my cash. LOL!

Lets see, what else has happened? OH yeah…someone charged $11.95 of pay-per-view to my comcast account. No one is admitting to it, except Mike says he only charged like, 4.53 to it. Yeah right. LOL!

Speaking of roommates–Levi had his court date yesterday and didn't come home. Not only that, but I got a few weird messages from a detention center or something–I think he might be in jail!! Hopefully he isn't though, and it's just my imagination running wild.

I only got 2 pre-streets this week! I wanted “Bruce Almighty”, “Sin Bad”, “X-2″ And “Lara Croft” But I only got the first two!! Makes me so mad! I really wanted to see the new Lara Croft movie, and we all know I really wanted to see X-2 again.

On a brighter note, I got a letter from NCU–turns out the re-applicant application is really short, and most people are re-admitted within 2 weeks. Wow. I could technically go back to school this coming Jan. Dang it I wish I had the money. Right now that is the only thing holding me back(well, that and the fact that I need another pastoral recomendation, and since I haven't been to church in a very long time I think PBmax would be a little hesitant.) I would go back today if I could. Going back has really been on my heart recently–I think thats why I feel so un-at-home here in Manassas. My place is back at NCU.

But Manassas has some pretty good things to offer-most notably, WPER–89.9fm. Thats where all the good music is.

So I best be going. Things to do, places to go, and people to see (not really, but writing it makes me sound really important!)

ok, so i just checked the balance in my checking account and guess what? I have less than 200$ in my bank account. And with my luck, the supplies I sent Mike out to get are probably not going to go through. damn it! I need to find a job making more money–now once I get paid next friday, (the 14) I owe breena $606.50. If I'm lucky I may have 75$ left, which will pay for gas for 2 weeks. At least in Dec I will have rent money and stuff rolling in. Too bad it couldn't roll in like, this month. I think I'm going to start selling off my dvd and ps2 games. Heck, I don't know how, but I'll even have to try and find a way to sell off my yugioh card collection. I'm sure someone somewhere wants to buy my stuff. Wanna make me an offer? Curious about the stuff I have? respond to this post or just email me at nick@ztug.net
Not like I expect anyone reading this to actually want any of my stuff, LOL!
OK, whelpers, i must be going.

I worked open to close on monday(thats about 8.30am til 12.15am) and open to close on tuesday(7.30am til 12.15am) I forgot to do alot of stuff last night because I was tired. Dennis tried to call me in today, but luckily I wasn't here. today is one of my only days off(the other one being friday) I am bored. the internet wasn't working, but now it is. anyone wanna have some fun? call me.

bad day. Going to be a worse week. People piss me off. I'm tired and I have no money(don't worry breena, you know you'll get yours) I wish I lived outside the law.

I still feel a little blah tonight. I don't really know why–life seems to be moving on at a steady pace. I wish I didn't have so many bills though. But, on the bright side, starting dec1 at least I will have two paying roommates. And the money they will bring into everything will help me to pass les on rent, electric, cable, etc. And less spending on my part means more money saved up–more money to go to my loans, and more money to set aside for college.
I still owe Breena money though. Wow, it will be so great when I finally don't owe her anything.
I am tired, but trying to stay up so I can eat the sub that Mike claimed hes bringing me. Levi is out with one of his friends and when he comes back his bed will be with him. Tomorrow is a mandatory store meeting at 8am, so both Mike and I have to be there. I'll probably end up getting there at 6.30-7am. fun fun fun. At least I'm going to go out and buy food (go donuts and OJ!)
OK, so I gotta go. its difficult to continue typing when theres nothing really to say…

i am mellow. i am tired. levi moved in today. i am typing in all lowercase letters. its almost one am. i work in the morning. i am going to bed.