music lyrics

OK, so I am very big into music. And whenever I post lyrics on here it’s not just so I can find them later when I need to. Its because the songs are expressing something I am feeling or something I am going through–and I think that maybe someone out there is going through the same thing, or thinking about the same stuff, and maybe they haven’t heard the song yet.
So, with that, heres another song.

I’m finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it’s okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say

CHORUS
Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You’re in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness
Word of God speak

I’m finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice

REPEAT CHORUS 2x

I’m finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it’s okay

Smile

How far are You?
How close am I?
I know Your words are true
When I don’t feel them inside
Still I believe You’ll never leave
So where are You, now?
You’re all I have
You’re all I’ve known
Your breath is breathing in my soul
Still I am gasping, aching, asking,
Where are you now?

‘Cause I just want to be with You
I just want this waiting to be over
I just want to be with You
And it helps to know the day is getting closer
But every minute takes an hour
Every inch feels like a mile
Till I won’t have to imagine
And I finally get to see You smile

My journey’s here but my heart is there
So I dream and wait and keep the faith
While You prepare
Our destiny, till You come back for me
Oh, please make it soon!

‘Cause I just want to be with You
(I dream about Your promise to return)
I just want this waiting to be over
(And I wake up hangin’ on Your every Word)
I just want to be with You
(But for now, my feet are planted here on Earth)
And it helps to know the day is getting closer
(And it helps to know the day is getting closer)
But every minute takes an hour
Every inch feels like a mile
Till I won’t have to imagine
And I finally get to see You smile.

Its been a little while…

It's been a little while since I updated. I'm still short on money, but I got paid yesterday so once I deposit the check, I can give Breena all that I owe her.
Speaking of money matters, I need to go take a double look at all my loans and make sure I didn't forget to pay one of them–I tried getting a new credit card the other day and I was denied! LOL! My credit is so bad they won't even take my cash. LOL!

Lets see, what else has happened? OH yeah…someone charged $11.95 of pay-per-view to my comcast account. No one is admitting to it, except Mike says he only charged like, 4.53 to it. Yeah right. LOL!

Speaking of roommates–Levi had his court date yesterday and didn't come home. Not only that, but I got a few weird messages from a detention center or something–I think he might be in jail!! Hopefully he isn't though, and it's just my imagination running wild.

I only got 2 pre-streets this week! I wanted “Bruce Almighty”, “Sin Bad”, “X-2″ And “Lara Croft” But I only got the first two!! Makes me so mad! I really wanted to see the new Lara Croft movie, and we all know I really wanted to see X-2 again.

On a brighter note, I got a letter from NCU–turns out the re-applicant application is really short, and most people are re-admitted within 2 weeks. Wow. I could technically go back to school this coming Jan. Dang it I wish I had the money. Right now that is the only thing holding me back(well, that and the fact that I need another pastoral recomendation, and since I haven't been to church in a very long time I think PBmax would be a little hesitant.) I would go back today if I could. Going back has really been on my heart recently–I think thats why I feel so un-at-home here in Manassas. My place is back at NCU.

But Manassas has some pretty good things to offer-most notably, WPER–89.9fm. Thats where all the good music is.

So I best be going. Things to do, places to go, and people to see (not really, but writing it makes me sound really important!)