This is interesting

Who am I?
Where am I going with all this?
What's the point in speaking sometimes,
When I have nothing more to say?
All I say is the same old bullshit,
Blame everyone but myself.
I say it,
But I don't mean it.
The only person I blame for the way I turned out,
Is myself.

So who are you to tell me what I feel?
And who are you to give me advice?
So just because you were beaten,
So just because she was raped,
So just because they were robbed of their soul,
That somehow gives all of you the right
to ignore my pain, and to no longer console
Just because you're life is more fucked up than mine,
My feelings don't mean shit all of a sudden?
My words don't have depth and my tears are forbidden?
Well fuck You!
You hear me?
Fuck you and your answers,
Fuck you and your contradicting lies,
Hypocrisy is our way from the cradle to the grave
And hypocrites are all I've seen through my life,
There's always one in the mirror staring back at me,
My life is just another contradiction too.

But I still hate you all,
The fucking whores of society,
The rapists of my soul,
The loved ones who should be executed,
Just so I can claim a piece of shattered my life,
So maybe I can feel that all this pain I feel,
Finally has a reason for existing.
There's nothing worse than feeling depressed,
Than feeling depressed for no reason.

“I am hungry and lost
Within this brave, new world
I am scattered and tossed
Among this sacred society
I am scared and confused
In this era of technology
I am mistreated and abused
In this age of conformity”

I'm in no mood to update.

I don't feel like updating. I'm in a mood (bad) and I don't know why. I'm posting some stuff. It has nothing to do with any girl, just stuff I wrote a long time ago and I figured, why not post it on here.

How I long to hear your voice once more! As I sit here typing to you the floodgates open and I begin to weep as our memories come flooding back to me. How I was a fool to let you escape! If only fate could intervene and turn back the hands of the clock, that I may make right all the wrong I have done in your eyes. Ah! Those eyes! Sweet beautiful pools–just by gazing into them could man get lost forever. If only I had one last chance to gaze into those eyes! But then again, should I have that chance, I would never want to let it go.
Such power you hold over my heart. Not one person, nay, not a million persons could ever touch me the way you could. The softness of your voice, the warmth of your touch, the look in your eyes. Oh how this trip into my past has affected me! How I wish that the best day of our past could be the worse day of our future!
There is no difficulty that enough love will not conquer, no disease that enough love will not heal, no door that enough love will not bridge, no wall that enough love will not throw down, no sin that enough love will not redeem… It makes no difference how deeply seated may be the trouble, how hopeless the outlook, how muddled the tangle, how great the mistake. A sufficient realization of love will dissolve it all. If only we could love enough, you and I would be the happiest people on the planet.
I still know not what to sign…

That was made to be the third 'letter' to an unknown person. There are two others, but I really don't feel like posting them right now.