The Life of the Nickness

Well Well Well. Look it what we have here. It’s Nick.. sitting down and actually posting on his Livejournal!

As you can tell, Thanksgiving has come and gone. What am I thankful for, you ask? Well, first and foremost, I’m thankful I didn’t live way back when during the first thanksgiving, and had an angry Indian (whoops, I mean, NATIVE AMERICAN) throw an axe into my back. And Yup, I’m thankful I didn’t get scalped either. I don’t know about you, but I like my Qui-Gon Jinn hairline. Scalping would just be…. a waste of a wonderful forehead. Anyways. Back to reality. This year, I am truly thankful for her.  Otherwise known as the infamous Rhema Conn. Shes at NOVA right now, kinda updating her livejournal entry, but not really feeling like shes a part of the LJ community. Let her know you care everyone! But don’t do it on Saturday nights. She’ll be busy. heeheehee

I’m also thankful that I found an awesome church to go to, and that I have a place to live and awesome friends who still care enough to talk to me every once in a while.

I just realized that one year ago, my life was totally different. I won’t go into it now–if you want to know what I’m talking about, go look at my calendar entries and take a look at the dates from a year ago. Wow. Time sure changes a lot. Yay for God. I am very thankful that He is still a BIG part of my life. I went through a short time where I wasn’t sure what was going to happen to me, but God got me through it. He is the only unchanging force in my life and for that I am truly thankful and grateful, and I give Him all the glory.

So. Strongbad has a new DVD out. I wants it. My precious….my precious…. muwhahahahahaha. Very soon I will posting my Christmas list on here for all to see. But for now I will be content to tell you all that I really love Teen Girl Squad and TROGDOR. And it would be way cool if I got a ‘Hoodie’ featuring one of these characters for Christmas.

Someone once said, “The right thing at the wrong time is the wrong thing”

If God's timing is perfect, why is it that sometimes it seems so unperfect?

I was going to put my Christmas list on here, but know what I want for Christmas. I just can't have it. So whats the point?

I need more patience.

Yup. It's Monday and it's 9:18. I've been awake since 3am… well, ok, so I only got a few hours of sleep last night. Mostly before midnight. so I've been up for a while. Thinking and praying. Not like I feel its helped any. But yay for prayer!

I need to go to Suntrust today. Find out if I got the loan for twelve thousand that I need for my car/credit cards.

I feel really sick, I doubt I'll be going to caregroup tomorrow. But who knows? I may wake up tomorrow very energetic and not sick.

I'm gonna go. Um… lots to do today. Yeah, that's it. Lots to do today. Must make sure the house is perfect by the time my dad gets home on Wednesday. Wouldn't want to be accused of just being a lazy bum who just sits around the house all day. Yeah… cause that would be bad.

I think I'm about to lose someone I care about more than my very life and that scares me to no end.
the sad and stupid and pathetic part is I caused it and there is nothing I can do except wait.