bloggers block…again?

Many of you don't really know this, but I really hate using LJ as a journal. Yes, yes, I know LJ stands for livejournal. But writing about my mundane thoughts and my boring going-ons of life just..isn't what I wanted this to be.

I wanted to inspire and educate. I wanted to make people smile. I wanted to invoke anger(sometimes)

And yet here I sit, writing about mundane dates and boring work.

I want to write about sky-scrapers and towers. Giant castles and dark caves.

I want to wow my readers with funny jokes about my life and heart-renching tales of sadness

I want to post pictures of myself sky-diving or snorkling underwater.

I long to ask thought-provoking questions and get people talking.

But most of all…

I want to be me.