my emo post for the night

I just realized.
In the story of my life, there are so many times when I don’t feel like the main character.

And in the story of my friends’ and family’s lives, there are so many times I don’t even feel like a supporting cast member.

I’m more…the fat quirky weirdly funny guy that shows up for a few episodes now and again. I get a good laugh, but too much of me and the audience is writing the producers wanting me off the air.

Which might not be true. But it’s how I feel.

I need a change. I think…Simon and I are going to start looking for a job in a different state, far away from Manassas and Northern VA. Just disappear, and not come back.

I wonder how long it would take everyone to forget about me?

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